Hey guys! Thank you so much for the 102 followers and the thousands of page views, I brightened up a bit from the gloomy rainy day we've been having! :-)
I've been working on the galaxy leggings and I'll be posting them on my next blog post! Sorry for the delay and empty promises, I've seriously been busy lazing around and contemplating whether or not I should move. Celebrating the last few days of summer by doing nothing! School's just around the corner and erm, I think I'll be home schooled this year which really puts a lot of weight off my back. But if my dad decides to enroll me late and go back to my old school, cheers to another year of stress-filled, peer pressure moments and suicidal thoughts!
Couple of drawings I made for National Doodle day, another fact you should learn about me is that I have no talent in art but love to doodle. :-)
I really do prefer to be home-schooled because it keeps me away from the people who hated me for the past how many years. I've been silently bullied ever since I was 12 and it really hurts me that I have to endure the pain every year. I know it's pretty dramatic and such a first world problem (Well not exactly a first world problem, but not a problem I should prioritize), but I really, genuinely, honestly, do NOT want to go back to school. I really want to study and learn new things, just not with the people who narrow their eyes at me whenever I pass by them in school. I wish I can tell my parents my true feelings, but I'm afraid it's gonna hurt them a lot that their daughter's suffering from a lot of pain when she's supposed to be cherishing her high school years. I'll be more inspired to reach my goals when I won't have to suffer from panic attacks and social anxiety.
I am a mess.
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On the bright side, I'll be buying another Nikon camera! (Nikon D60, to be exact)
I've been alternating between Nikon and Canon, it's fun that way, and I get to explore more of its different features and all. What do you guys think? Is a Canon 400d better than a D60 or vice versa? :-)
Expect loads of photos on my next post (and my galaxy leggings!)
-Issa
-Issa
I know this probably doesn't amount to much, but you have all of us over here on Blogspot!!! Whenever anyone gets me down, I try to remember that there are a thousand things they don't know about me that I do, and probably a thousand more that I don't even know. How can they judge me based on the mall part of who I am they see?
ReplyDeleteAlso, I am curious... Where do you live?
That really means so much!! <3 Yes that's true, I just wish I had the confidence to think that way. :-)
DeleteI liv3e in the Philippines, so you're probably wondering why school starts during your vacation. :p
where have you been?
DeleteSorry, what do you mean? :-)
Delete:) Sorry, should've been clearer. I look forward to your posts, and it has been a while since the last one. :-)
DeleteYeah you're right, it's almost been a week! :-( I'll be posting a new one this week, promise hahaha! C:C:
DeleteYou seem like such a creative and talented person. You should show more pictures of your drawings! I also think that you should talk to your parents about how you are feeling. I know they would be more heart broken if they knew you were going through some of these things you are feeling alone. Looking forward to the photos!!
ReplyDeleteHahaha, it's just a few doodles I did when I'm bored, not so great. :-)
DeleteYeah, I'm planning to talk to my mom today and tell her what's going on. Thank you so much! :-)
I love to doodle too! It's all I do in school, ahah
ReplyDeleteHahaha! Main reason why I'm getting such mediocre grades!!
DeleteI do it while hanging on the phone! Talk to your parents, there must be a way out :)
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I bet your doodles're great! :-)
DeleteI hope there is, though my dad's already mad at me for saying I want home school, my mom's looking for good home schools for my sister and I. :-)
I love your blog! This post is awesome!
ReplyDeleteCheck out my blog, write your opinion and maybe...follow?
Where are you from?
Thanks! Sure thing! :-)
DeleteI'm from the Philippines!
cool post :) xx angie
ReplyDeleteThank you :-)
DeleteCool doodles! Wish I could doodle like that!
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Thank you! Hahaha it's easy, if I did it anyone can! :-)
DeleteWow, I love your drawings, you're very talented! I draw too, so I'm happy to see more people doing that, at least in their spare time. :D
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Hahaha, I'm not very good, you must be though! :-)
DeleteThanks <3
Great blog Dear! <33
ReplyDeleteThank you! :-)
Deletedoodle day?? didnt know it existed, how fun though! love your doodles!
ReplyDeleteI never knew it did until this year!! Hahahha thank you! :-)
Deletevery nice :)
ReplyDeleteThank you <3
DeleteFirst of, you CAN draw! Don't put yourself down. I'm also sorry that you get bullied. I think bullying is so stupid and the people who do it are just jealous and insecure. If it helps, you've got me! I'm your new blogger friend. :D
ReplyDeleteP.S. Keep being strong. YOU ARE WAY BETTER THAN THOSE LOW LIVES.
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Thank you so much, this comment means so much to me! I'm moving to home school so I hope I'll feel better. :-)
DeleteThank you thank you thank you! <3
hey! doodle can be an art!!!!! or at least let me believe that! hahahaha cool ones ;)
ReplyDeleteHahah thank you! :-)
DeleteDoodling is so much fun, art is so generalized these days. Doodling can easily be art, I've been to a lot of art galleries with doodle artists!
ReplyDeleteI hope this doesn't sound too intruding, but I think it's better to tell your parents how you feel. They might completely have no idea how unhappy you are with this current situation. Then they can help you come up with a solution, such as being homeschooled for a year or two or moving to another school.
Don't let the bullies get through you though, you're a strong and unique individual. Chin up!
Oh on a side note, I own a Nikon D60. It's my baby!
So true! Right now they consider a green dot on a white wall as art!
DeleteI've told them already and now I'm moving to homeschool instead. Thank you so much, your comment means a lot to me. :-)
I'm planning on buying a Nikon D60! After having both Canon and Nikon cameras, I decided that Nikon's so much better and I'm getting a Nikon D60 hahaha :-)
great photo! thanks for sharing :) xx.
ReplyDeletethank you! <3
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